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lyrics
Let's take a trip down memory lane/back to the time when you loved me
Or is it so far back in the past that you just can't recall?
Well I'll remember for you/the pedestal I held you on right above me
They always told me that my pride would come before the fall
Right before my fall/I swear I gave you my all
But you couldn't give a shit about the damages that you left me here with
And all I'm left with/is self-destruction/and I feel without you that I just can't function
And now I'm bleeding/here on the table/it's the only thing I have that keeps me stable
When your words would contradict what you felt/why didn't you care to inform me?
Did you resign yourself to the thought that we were too far gone?
Well I guess that I shouldn't have dropped my guard and maybe then it would be something I could foresee
It seemed so easy for you to toss what we had for so long
Cuz it had been so long/and you could do no wrong
But you didn't give a fuck and you proved it by leaving me here stuck
And all I'm left with/is self-destruction/and I feel without you that I just can't function
And now I'm bleeding/here on the table/it's the only thing I have that keeps me stable
How could you forget all we shared?
I just don't get it/I thought you really could be the one
So easy did you ever care?
Or did you use me/to see if it was something that could be done?
Fuck you-Fuck you
And thanks to you/I just can't trust again
And thanks to you/I cannot feel/anymore/no more
And thanks to you/I'll never be a friend
And thanks to you/I'll never know if love is something real
Is it something real?
Is it something I feel?
I just don't give a damn and know thanks to you I don't know if I can